Saturday, August 2, 2014

Taking Action

I had such a breakthrough, and now, it feels like all I think about is taking action, yet, I'm uncertain of what to do. I can do readings, but what readings? What questions.

I decided to look through the books I have; specifically the Mary Greer book, "Tarot For Yourself." I believe that would be the one which guides one through doing  psychological work, which will lead to healing.

I believe that is what I need to do. How do I do anything, if I'm not first healed?  So, my plan is to try that. I will have to maybe meet with Joanna, to get help on how to use the cards for this.

I've looked for some spreads over in Aecletic Tarot forum, which might help.

I DO know that the Paradigm Shift/Passage posts were very important. We'll see.

Now,I'm going to look for the book.

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

The Only Way Out Is Through

July 21, 2014 - The Only Way Out Is Through

THEME: 20 - Awakening (2+0=2 Priestess Influence)

I see a cavern in the rocks, and I feel that I will find awakening, only if I look at my darkness, and understand, as well as accept that part of myself. I seek wisdom of Kwan Yin to Guide me on this Quest.

GUIDE: 11 - Justice (1+1=2 Priestess Influence)

When journeying into my darkness, remember that my own lightness is with me, and balances out and harmonizes my core. There is no light without darkness, just as there is no darkness without light.


Contemplate and see with new eyes what I find. All is useful to my journey, all has brought me to where I stand today. But judgement of self is unnecessary and will not help. Seek objective examination.

SHADOW CARD: Four of Earth

Thus begins a deeper journey. To understand myself, and why I am the way I am, wil allow for creating a firmer foundation, a stronger structure, and an organized approach to living more beautifully which leads to awakening.


There is no time like the present to wake up; to seek to know more. A new phase comes when I begin work on myself and I have a huge storehouse of information and knowledge to work with. Don't allow the knowledge to be hoarded by the parts of me which hide in darkness.


The Priestess guides me to The Mysteries. Her presence is especially strong.


The deep purple of the Awakening Sky, tinged with the red and yellows at the entrance to the cavern, flows into the robes of Justice, and the Ace of Air, morphs these into the delicate light which is like a lantern, held aloft for the journey. All of these mingle in the Four of Earth to Color my World with the yellows, gold and reds of an bright Autumn day.


Awakening and Justice tand as two sides of one coin; the first facing away, the second turning to face me. The newly formed butterfly looks up into the ether, and the squirrel faces it all to receive the information which filters in and works to sort, analyze, and arrange in proper order.


Justice, a personal card, is my GUIDE.

Friday, February 25, 2011

It's In The Cards


February 24, 2011

THEME: Four of Cups

This is very interesting. I have felt I am resisting my 'routine,' one which I set in place. I am unsure why I would do this. Though, I suspect it is my nature. The question arises: If something is my nature, do I follow it? I feel, having begun studying the Way as Pema Chodron discusses in her books [The Path of the Spiritual Warrior - A Shambhala Teaching] of approaching life, that the first step is to study myself. To learn [about] myself. This theme reflects who I am and could begin or be part of the information which brings me face to face with myself. No judgment; just seeing.

GUIDE: Eight of Wands

Great energy awaits my use, even as I am uncertain of where or how to spend it. Being aware is enough. Remember, part of the journey is to observe the energy of the feelings.

MEDITATION: Five of Wands

Struggle; part and parcel of life. This is specific to the struggle to idenfify myself - to define who I am.


The foundation speaks to the realm of inner work. The emotions, energy and struggle to define the path. The need to decide on what my path should look like. Like life, the way shifts constantly. Again, who I am is the key to successfully navigating the 'rocky road' of living.

Monday, February 14, 2011


Were I to think back a year ago today, usually I wouldn't remember many specifics. While it is a day of the celebration of my love life; of my marriage, it also is the day I joined AT! So it is also my anniversary. My reading has the singular focus on the former, but I can also see where tradition plays quite a role in what the past year has brought into my life; a tradition which, now, I can claim as my own.

THEME:   The Hierophant

Today is a day of traditions. It is a day when all celebrate love and each couple celebrates with their personal traditions which they have developed over time. Celebrate our love with our traditions.

GUIDE:    Page of Wands

The energy is good today; the day is a vacation from the daily world. Let love guide how our energy is used.

MEDITATION:    Three of Wands

Today, in each moment, is where our love florishes. Look toward the rewards which loving affords. Rejoice in the love and how that makes the day feel.

SHADOW CARD:   Transformation

Love is one of the great transformers. This is the foundation of the meaning of today: How our love transforms us constantly.

Friday, February 11, 2011

Advice on Helping Others


THEME:   The Hanged Man

To help others, I must seek to thinking as they do. Thus, be flexible in how I see the situations. New perspectives will expand my understanding of things as they currently are and what must be done to help change those things which will only harm us in the long run.

GUIDE:   Seven of Wands

Allow my approach to be open and ready for all eventualities. Maintain a strong energy front.

MEDITATION:  Page of Wands

Seek to work with energy conservation. Learn to control the way I do things so I can be the greatest help when needed.


Strive for balance between the practical and the Spiritual in my work. Intuition will be a great ally.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

I'm Back!


I did a reading last night about my feelings with not doing a daily draw. I was going thru a withdrawal, and I wanted to return. During the time when I was trying to work with one card a week, I began working with sitting meditation. The result of the reading last night showed me how the two traditions can work together, and are, in fact, very useful to each other. Today's draw speaks directly to this decision.

THEME:   Six of Wands

This is about coming back to a 'way' of doing; returning in triumph and it is also about moving forward with my work.

GUIDE:   Two of Swords

There may be residual confusion about the process, but remaining balanced will help me to 'see' my way through, with my inner sense - intuition.

MEDITATION:    Eight of Wands

The energy from the excitement of this return is enhanced as doors open and opportunities present themselves. THIS is like the 'opening - out breath' stage of Tonglen. It is vast, like the universe. Use this as my guide in meditation.

SHADOW CARD   Four of Swords
The foundation is about resting the mind - letting go of the heaviness of thought during meditation. This affords my work in sitting meditation to go forth.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Money Makes The World Go Around

Four of Pentacles

My first meeting with this card was my first indication that all was not right in the Peaceful Kingdom. But it has many sides, and I have seen quite a lot more since. 
Looking at the image I see an old man sitting, coveting one thing, seeking to gather as much of it as he can. This represents clinging to something to the exclusion of all else.

The Pentacles are about work, and Spiritual endeavor; about the Earth, and things in the external world; the idea of abundance.

FOURS represent structure, stability, foundation, work, reality, organization, manifestation. Practical attainment, tangible results, crystalization, coagulation. Stagnation, logic, reason. Power and control. Discipline. The material world and the physical universe.

Corresponding Major Arcana
The Emperor

The Four of Pentacles is about maintaining Status Quo. The ideas of possession of things, balanced budget, financial security, are key words for this card. Beware of being too conservative. Fear of taking risks that a person may lose what they have comes into play here. Learn to delegate rather than doing everything yourself.
Fours can also represent a person who is an 'emotional black hole,' seeking affection, attention, all things from those around them, but rarely giving in return.
It seems I have a lot to work with this week.
As CF would say, 'Remind you of anyone?'